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我是否有很多问题在于我家??
我有家庭问题吗??

我真的想知道~~
我觉得...
现在的我
✖适合这个家

每次
错误...
都赖在我身上~

我真的想知道
到底我适✖适合在这个家??

每次他们打我,骂我
我真的很想离开这家

就如上次
二哥打我3巴掌

我爸在厨房
他听到声音后
出来就直接骂我

我真的不能忍受
我一气之下
骂了我爸
:"为什么你每次骂我,不问是谁的错!!!我很讨厌你!!我不认识你!!"

为什么??
我二哥叫我帮他做东西
但那个时候
我没听到他在叫我
他出来后
就骂我
:"你没听到我叫你啊?"
:"你要我帮你做事,你大呼小叫干嘛?!" (当时的我,用喊的声)
:"因为我喊你你没来!"
:"你要我做东西你用来喊做么?"

他一气之下
打了我一巴掌
我很气
我还手
扯了他的衣服

之后她说我一句
:"做什么妹妹?做妹妹打哥哥啊?"
:"我没当过你是我哥!"

他又打了我一巴掌
我马上还手

我姐听到我和二哥吵架
马上从房间下来

他打我,我还手
三哥冲凉出来抓住我二哥
以免他再打我
我姐马上把我拉开

之后我爸从厨房出来
马上骂我
:"你做妹妹你打哥哥啊?你有用吗?"
:"为什么你每次骂我,不问是谁的错!!!我很讨厌你!!我不认识你!!" (我哭着)

我爸就问什么事情
我哥就告诉我爸
他叫我做东西
可是我没帮他

我说
:"要叫我做东西要用来喊的啊?"

他又打了我一巴掌
我又很生气
我打回他
可是我爸挡住不让我还手
我姐也拉着我

我姐叫我上去房间
不要和他乱

我不上去
我瞪着我二哥
我爸推我
叫我上去

你拉开我爸
说了一句话
:"你走开!你帮他,不要帮我!!你和妈两个一样的!!帮他!!"

之后
我上楼去了

我这样骂我爸
对吗??

有时
我真的觉得我不适合这个家!!

每次被别人骂后
就很想离家出走!!

但

有什么地方可以让我去? :(

the fool

maybe........im just the fool.....anyway anyway~~~~~~im just the fool~~~~~

why?!

i dint avoid you...but why you avoid me?! i dunno why!!!!

呵呵~~
我回来了~
这几天没上线
因为这几天晚上都不在家~~
星期四去neway唱歌~
唱到1点多

星期五去sunway...然后去bukit tinggi吃火锅~~
好开心哦~~

星期六早上去green box到2点多~~
呵呵~~~

晚上去店里..
表姐结婚~~~
wedding~~~

呵呵
直到现在才能上线~~呵呵~~

sing k~~

just finish bathing...nowadays want go to neway sing k with my cousis sis and eldest brother lor...haha...actually i dint go...but later my sis nt at home,second brother go friend's birthday party....third brother go to basketball court...记录台...bcoz today have basketball competition....so i have to go neway with my cousis sis and brother lor....T~T

today my lovely sister yanqing dint reply my msg....khangboon oso dunno what reason...sms ask me izzit yan qing phone no reload?? i oso dunno....how 2 answer him?? hehe :) maybe she busy so dint reply ba....don worry khangboon...hehe...i oso la~~=)

okay :) have to off....bye =)

tired~~

mum and sis not here...so i have to do housework...poor me~~!!! tmr again~~~haizz.....poor me again......

come back from JJ....so tired...waaa...the movie is very scary and funny....make me scare and funny...lolxx..lolxx...finish watching tis movie...with sis go to SASA buy something....brother said wanna go buy something on old JJ...boh huat...have to go old JJ...after go old JJ...back to bukit tinggi eat steamboat....lolxx...tel brother i wanna buy shusi....boh huat again...brother fetch me go JJ buy shusi...haaha...now watching D.I.E again....lolxx....nothing to blog....sooooooo....bye....sweet dream!!!good night

lolzz

today my sis and my sis's bf fetch my parents go to airport...so sad i dint go bcoz my car no place ad...fetch my aunt go oso..T_T sad sad~~~
after my sis come back....she ask
:" mum or dad got give me money?? "
:" why they give me money??"
:" they dint give you la?"
:" ya why?"
:" OMG...they dint give you money how you go shopping tomorrow?"
:" huh??why they should give me money?"
:" because dad give ur second brother rm200...give ur third brother rm100...they dint give you...how can?"
:" walao eh....why you dint tell me?? why dun you call me just now?"
:" or you call him now...because mum dint bring her phone go bengkok...and aeroplane haven move yet"
:" orhx...ok...i call him...scold him!!!"

KNS...my dad shut down his phone ad la....i cant call him...:@
after he come back....sure i scold him and say he selfish!!!!!!!! (bleuk)

lolzz..i dun care it....i just continue be pig again...sleep until 11 something....i wake up and watch tv....after tat sis ask me hungry now? i say ok ok not very...she say bring me out to lunch...fuh....she drive car and fetch me out....... o.O...i scare she drive car la...haha.....
we go to weiyi kor kor house fetch him go out lunch...dunno what should eat...sis ask me...i said wanna go 夏日...long time dint go there ad....i ask "nasi lemak" and 珍珠奶茶*strawberry*....hoho....my favourite....haha......eat finish ad...i went back.....sis say wanna drink orange juice...ask me 搅 for her...no nid to waste money go out buy...hoho...correct...i do it finish ad...go and bath....hoho.....thn go and play computer...weeeweeewewewewewew~~~~~

til 7 something...go to weiyi korkor house awhile~~~ bcoz today is er jie birthday...give her present...hehe :)

nowadays...im watching youtube now...haha....ok la...byee

lolzz

watch it...very funny...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LV53i5863nQ

Fuhh~~

tmr im going to JJ to watch the movie " where got ghost " haha...so happy la...and maybe i going to green box tmr too i think.....hope soooo ^^

CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW....I WANT TO GO NOW!!!!!!!! TO WATCH " WHERE GOT GHOST "

my parents are going to bengkok today morning......i think they should be pig now ad la...ahaha...i still haven be pig yet...lolzz

**REPEAT**

CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW........I WANT TO GO JJ NOW TO WATCH THE MOVIE " WHERE GOT GHOST "

hmmm.....have to off now.......bye
good night! zzzz

sad~

actually tmr i'm going to melaka with my sis bf's sis...(er jie and da jie) but because my sis fever today...so cancel the 'trip' d lor....T_T so sad la...during holidays nothing to do ler..... :@ but nvm la...tmr i going to my cousis wedding.....sweat....better tat dint go anywhere right??? xD =)
and monday my sis ask me to go JJ also...wahahaha....so happy....tuesday my parents are going to bengkok...so sad i dint go...dad say wan bring me go but my mum say don1 bring me go....she say no children go i go for wad? ohh...ya lor hor....no children go i go for wad?? chec~~!! -_-"
but my parents go to trip oso good la because my eldest brother will bring us go out d...haha...better tat go with parents.... -_-"

okay~~have to off...bye

idiot + cacat + no brain + stupid !!!!
I hate what they saying!!!!!!!!

我们的爱-陈孟奇&姚慧敏

女:
手交给你
一生交给你
在你眼里看见我自己
直到白头
谁都不会离弃
永恒看得见
幸福在心底
男:
牵你手心
相伴一世纪
我会永远
承诺保护你
直到我们
连皱纹都老去
也会让你开心不哭泣
我们的爱
没有四季每一分钟都25℃
我们的爱
今生不渝
天涯海角也都会有痕迹
我们的爱
心有默契
不管是谁会先停止呼吸
Ave Maria

女:
手交给你
一生交给你
在你眼里看见我自己
直到白头
谁都不会离弃
也会让你开心不哭泣

合:
我们的爱
没有四季
每一分钟都25℃
我们的爱
今生不渝
天涯海角也都会有痕迹
我们的爱
心有默契
不管是谁会先停止呼吸

Ave Maria

女:让我看仔细
男:永远不要忘记

合:
所有好心情 坏脾气 苦与乐都珍惜
耶~

合:
我们的爱
没有四季
每一分钟都25℃
我们的爱
今生不渝
天涯海角也都会有痕迹
我们的爱
心有默契
不管是谁会先停止呼吸
Ave Maria

Ave Maria

no title~~

today have skul but i'm not going...lolzz...i got little fever...nt because alicia nt going so i follow la...some guys simply say!!! @#$%^&*
i was no mood yesterday...after lunch i hear something i bcum like this...and also i saw something...T~T.... and yesterday parents day...my parents tell me they will come to skul and take my report card...but i call them they say they are nt coming!!! make me angry...i cry in-front of alicia,khangboon,yongchang,weihau and hongserm...-_-" so shy laa..
after skul i sms with yanqing,chrisane,yongchang,khangboon,zheelam,alicia...chating with them bacause i bad mood....T~T

anyway...thanks yanqing,chrisane,yongchang,zheelam...they give me many hearten and advise....reali thanks for them!!!! thanks alot alot!!!

i hate skul !!

what should I do again?? the first trial exam is over on last month...last week we have the second trial again...but this wednesday is parents day...only form3....haizz...I dunno la...I cannot do anything...I have to change skul next year...but...where there??? Sri Lethia?? Convent?? Banting?? Jenjarom?? I dunno...I hope can change to Sri Lethia because Sri Lethia's bus is same as Wesley...if I study at Lethia...I can go back Wesley after skul.....but I think I cannot study thr...so what should I can do?? Skul oways do many ruler make us cannot tahan...I hate wesley!!!! what the stupid skul?? what the stupid teacher??? a terrible skul in klang...

I hope...this wednesday parents day my parents are not going !!!
*sigh*

love or hate ??

I try to forget you....I try to don miss you...but I can't do it !!!!! why???why???why??? :( I HATE I LOVE YOU :(
why LOVE make me hurt and sad ??

MY FM MY MUSIC

MY FM MY MUSIC

happy birthday peiling (3/9) although we long time no see d la...^^ but i will never forget her birthday today...haha...
i feel never see someone feeling not very good..maybe i should see someone everyday...why everyday i saw him i was scare?? i dunno.... :(