:S

hey,
you know arh ??
if never use ur phone 1 week will how arh ??
for me I will always complain !
now my old phone is already sick

but I still don1 bring it to hospital
lol!!

will buy a new phone soon!
my favourite !
w595~

hoho :D

and today line damn slow!

I going to die when I playing facebook!!
:S

nothing to talk already rite ?
hoho
actually got
about the trip today

but lazy to type word !!
-.-

gtg ya
tired !
sleep now~
bye :)

最近心情很暴躁

我又哭了
我又再次为了他哭了


为什么我恨
为什么我气
为什么我哭


我真的很想知道到底是谁
我真的真的很想知道

为什么
已经说好了
为什么我还是和你聊天
:'(

原来
我骗了我自己
我骗了我自己的心
我骗了我自己的相信



我最近心情很暴躁
而我又刚好知道了这件事情
我的心情更糟


不理,不睬~~

我做得到吗??

我知道,做不到

我说了也是等于白说~


也许,


我累了
我困了

没办法再去追了
我放弃了
可能他会说我"笨"

到了路途的一半,我又退后~退出

但,
我真的累了
我不追了

有一种爱,
叫做放弃

虽然我渴望天长地久
但
我决定退出

如果那只是一种奢求
那我不如只求曾经拥有
曾经拥有过你的爱....这已足够

我离开了等待的地区
我过去了放弃的地区

因为
我是彻底的把你忘了~

回忆,也只让日子把它带走吧~

爱你
也只是曾经~

过去了
不挽回了~

世界很大,要找一个爱你的人,和你爱的人是很难的事情

最近,我的心情很暴躁
其实也是有原因的啦
只是不能说

昨天星期五
我还是像平时那样七早八早起来
可是我不会埋怨
因为已经星期五了

第二天又是星期六
可以多睡

可是
在路途中
已经很累很累了
想要听歌
可是电话却坏了

没办法
只好睡觉
哪知道
差点睡下去时
那几个就在后面bla bla bla~

拜托,你们不要睡,可不可以让其他人睡??!!
!@#$%^&*

在班上我心情很低落
最近都这样

而且我也不喜欢经过他们的班
我也不想我的心情更加低落
所以,我去哪里我都会在下课的时候去
心情自然会比较舒服~~
:)

一首歌
meaningful~~~~

匿名的好友~~

不能握的手
从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执著依然执着
却决心和你不再联络
不能握的手 却比爱人更长久
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的拥有 最永久


很有意义吧??尤其是他的chorus,我很喜欢所以我把它作为我的电话铃声~
=)

以前我都比较喜欢"如果我变成回忆"
因为以前我在和他讲电话,他的电话不断响起这首歌
(他当时是用他家人的电话打给我)
:)

所以我会喜欢上这首歌就是这样

不过.....
现在听了
眼睛自然而然会掉下眼泪
siao gehhh~~

昨天放学在巴士上
晶秀不知道是不是没事做
当时"他"的隔壁没有人
所以晶秀就去kacau他
我就在和那和俊杰他们聊天
晶秀突然之间来打我
我问
"你做么?"

他回答
"他叫我去kacau你,不要kacau他"
:S

这样也可以???
:S

我是不是疯了??
我竟然怕了他
之前我一点也不怕
可是现在
我连看他一眼也不敢
只是有时趁他不注意是有看罢了~
:)

二哥说得对
"这世界很大,要找一个爱你的人,和你爱的人是很难的事情"

只要你们爱着对方,不让对方因为你而掉下眼泪

原来

昨天,我做错了事情
搞到二哥骂我
我哭,不是因为他骂我
而是他说了我一句

"你知道你这样做,他的脸马上变了吗??你觉得他不会生气吗??他不会吃醋吗??"
我回答二哥
"二哥,如果他会吃醋,他会生气,他就不会告诉我分...他也不会让我因为他我留了眼泪"


当时
我哭了 :'(

我哭不是因为二哥骂我,其实他也不算是"骂"
可能是我自己爱哭
动不动就哭
没原因

我不觉得二哥所说的没一句是真的
他说他看得出
但我一点也看不出
:(

原来,我不懂得珍惜身边每一个东西
更何况是他??
我失去了他,我就有如一个emo的人站在emo的世界里
还记得当天是3月28号

我的眼泪,因为他而留了下来
我承认,我承认我时常对你冷淡,因为我不想让其他人知道我们的事情
昨天,qing对我说了一句话,让我觉得我自己错得很离谱~!!!

她说
"姐,她对你很好叻"
我只能无言,我也只对他笑~
因为我知道我已经失去了他
我的错,
我太鲁莽
我太自私
我太幼稚
我太小器

我的错,我承认
原来
你说的一切,已经不再重要了
也不可能会实现
也不可能会重来

我只能说,我很伤!!
我真的很在意他
那天,他受了伤
二哥告诉我
"抱歉,你要我们不让他受伤但是我没做到"

每一句,每一次,每一分钟,每一秒
二哥说我的话
我就知道,我真的,真的,真的错得很离谱!!

我只想在此弥补我所做的过错
也许......

不能重来了:(

我只能笑着的说声对不起

林俊傑－一千年以後KTV

Joyfulness :)

Today
Form4 is going to " joyfulness "
We sell things and ppl ask why we sell so cheap one ??
:S

But we sell alot is the juice
heheheheh :p

Orange Juice - rm 1.50
Green Apple Juice - rm 1.80
Watermelon Juice - rm 2.00

that is for recess time
and we both class combine recess time we earn rm 500 ++ something :D
so happiiiiieeeee !!!

and we are hungry, cause we all dint eat the breakfast ~
wakakakaka

den we go back class we are tired too :) but happy !! :D
lunch have 2 sell again
ahahaha!

lunch time prize different ad
the juice we only have green apple and watermelon :)

green apple juice - rm 2.00
watermelon juice - rm2.50

awwwww :)

but we sell it all finish again
heehheehhhehehehehehe
happiiiieeeeeeeeeeeee lah :D

after tat some person count the money
Awwww :)

rm 900 ++ something we earn today ! both class combine
hehehehehehehe :D

nt bad nt bad, although tired but happy :D

k lah
tired now~
gtg
88

good night everyone

:D

Awwww :)

today dunno why I feel soooooo happy
LOL

maybe is.....
I always talk to him, and I know
I still ♥ him~ :D

I change my blog title name =)

from
YenFang ♥ Y.O.U ♥ to ♥♥♥♥ You always on my mind ♥♥♥♥
hehe :D

yesterday my heart is so pain
since I get the news from erge
he tot me

" 他受伤了 "

OMG~
yesterday is his birthday lah
how can he get hurt ??!!

:'(

I dunno what can I do for him~
:(


ok lah~
going out for dinner now :)
cant wait for tomorrow !!
LOL
hope we can sell more tat form2 and form3 lah =)

bye~

ps:: I ♥ YOU ( O change to A ) :D

last day !! :(

today, is the last day tat we saw cikgu hussin in skul
he is leave us
and will got a new teacher teach us seni !!
:@

WT~~~

new teacher leh !!
somemore is girl !!
will never good until to anywhere one lah
sure die !

haihh~~

and today, we art class was discuss about thursday
cause we need to sell things
today form1
tmr form2
wednesday form3
thursday form4
and last day friday form5
=)

wish all the best ~

still left 35 minute going to reach april 20~
Ohhhh~ :)

Happy Birthday to you ~~ :D

im crazy~
ahahahahahahahahhahahahaha

damn boring now~
sms later ~
awwww :)

k la
have to off
school tmr :(
hate it !
somemore sejarah tmr also ~ !! :@
ECA~ but have 2 practice dance !!
arghhhhh~~~~~

crazy again !!
LOL!!

gtg ya, bye :D

by - Yen Fang ♥

PS::: for you, i miss you alot !! =) muacksz :D

what I wan2 say

can I just stop that all in my currently life ??
can I just throw this all rubbish memories ??
can I forget about you ??

:'(

so, what to do now ??
I am really confused !!

can I do it all ??
can I ??
can I ??

I wanna stop thinking you !
and the memories that we have before !
can I just like a computer to delete anything I hate, anything when I saw I will sad ??
can I ???


someone, I ♥ you !!
but maybe you will never know it again !!
maybe your heart is already leave from ur side !!
maybe your heart is already go to another person heart !!

tomorrow is ur 16th birthday !
april 20~
I already buy the present for you
but I hope you accept it and maybe it is a last present and last word that I talk to you !!

:'(

I just wan2 tell you something

" sorry,I love you "

:'(




by - Yen Fang ♥


PS:: happy 16th birthday tomorrow ! God Bless :) have a great day :D

女生的性格往往和男生的性格不同~

1.)
如果女生在雨中淋雨
男生怎么劝
她都要淋雨
因为她不想让男生知道她在哭~

2.)
女生看见自己的男友和别的女生写信
他就会很不开心

3.)
女生都很希望自己的男友时常告诉她"我爱你"

4.)
女生不开心
就想男友逗她开心
紧张他

5.)
女生都很希望自己的男友会拥抱她就一点
给他多一点安全感



其实一对情侣不在乎面貌
最重要的是两人可以了解彼此
牵了手,和就不要随意的放手

男人的心不容易受伤害
女人的心往往都是和男人不一样~

女人容易受伤害,女人会很容易掉眼泪!!

请永远永远的记着~~
男人不要随意给女人伤害~~


by - Yen Fang :) ♥ Y.O.U

Duhhh~ L.O.L

wow~

today parents day
lucky my parents are not going to school =)

but the report will send to my house
also will die !!
x_x

today we celebrate connie's birthday
she is so shy
when we sing the song
she ask us don sing ~
very paiseh~~

hahaha
wont lar =)

is already 1 something now
bt I nt yet going to be pig~
^@^

izzit they say one I should go and try and do it ??
dunno ler

facebook ~

keep writing
bt I wont write here =)

haihhhh~~
I dunno larr

î £ôvê HIM !!

I miss HIM !!

but maybe he will never know it again ~
T_T

today class got no funny things lo =)
so cannot write here

L.O.L

k larr

goodnight ^^

:D =D :)

awwwww~~

RED HOUSE WON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So happy !!!!!

CHAMPION !!!!


=) =) =)

4x100m girls =)

Sport Day =)

tomorrow :)

heyyyy~~

SPORT DAY tomorrow :)

good luck everyone !!

RED HOUSE ~~

GO GO GO~~

today we got the moral paper ad
finally teacher are give back
so so what ??

Fail also !
not more tat 15 person pass moral !
sigh~


and when teacher say the answer and ask us to write down
dunno start from who said about the coursework

say until half teacher say
" roshan got 8 "

dunno what happen to ah xiong

suddenly jump up and say

" huh?! roshan no 8 (egg) ??"

everyone is laughing
den I tell him

" got 8 marks la "

he say " ooooo~~ "

ahahahahahaha

he so 38 !
:S



turn turn ~~ jump jump

say again !!

SPORT DAY TOMORROW !!!!!!

ahahahahaha

ok lar
stop write at all
have to sleep now
tmr wake up early again ~

Red,Blue & Green

champion ?? Which house ??
still dunno yet ~ :)

Good Nitez World !

匿名的好友-杨丞琳

独送昏暗不离的风 回忆里被爱
那股激动 天色好红
温柔好浓 在胸口浮现你的面容
一起活在这城市里 更提起你名字
心还跳动 却没重逢
只留下碰却又不敢碰的那种激动
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂 走进各自天空
该怎么说让彼此选择 但思念还转动

不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
与你无关泪自行吸收

不能握的手 却比亲人更亲厚
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的温柔 最温柔


当又一次美梦落空 回忆里被爱
那股激动 天色好红
温柔好浓 在胸口浮现你的面容
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
那是什么 让彼此选择
又不仅是尊重

不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着 依然执着
却决心和你不再联络
不能握的手 却比爱人更长久
当所有如果 都没有如果
只有失去的拥有 最永久

the sad ending~

yesterday red house girls lose the tug of war
no mood no mood ~~

don1 eat GREEN APPLE and BLUE BERRY
I only will eat RED APPLE

ahahahhahaahhahahahhaha
siao liao

tomorrow got bm lisan la =(

and today we having march practice
saturday

10.04

SPORT DAY !!!!!!!!!!!

♥♥

hope our house is champion this year la

^^
We Can Do It !! =) RED HOUSE !!!!

today after we match finish
recess~
at 10 o'clock
no electric~~

:S

WT.........

teacher say will until 3 or 4 o'clock only got electric
huh?!
siao~~~

nt more tat 1 hour already got electric lo
:S

and today is funny when we having maths
our teacher is absent
so we set 1 and set 2 combine 1 class today
jiaxiong sit in-front of me

miss.devi come to his place and ask him

" why you use form3's book ?? "

JiaXiong say
" huh? "

so teacher let him see the book
how come

is reali form3 one
2009
not 2010

ahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhaha

damn funny =)



turn~~
izzit I have to do something for someone ??
someone's birthday is coming

I dunno la
who can help me to answer ??

now I reali miss all our memories we have before
I hope I can get it back again

but

maybe
impossible~

haih~~

anywayyyyy~
good luck larrrr :)

all the best !!!
:D

is lateeee now~~~

going to sleep =D

good night ^^

all the best and the best =)

assembly today

=.=
almost sit at the basketball court 1 hour
but got chair one
not sit on the floor laa

talking about Good Friday
cause last friday we having holidays for the Good Friday :)

I feel sleepy when teachers talking about this all =(

and I sleep late too
I sleep at 2 o'clock
wake up at 5.30
:S

not more tat 5 hour ler

somemore today cant sleep in the class
althought our maths,com and moral teacher is absent bt still cannot sleep cause
computer
have to read novel cause BM class teacher wan to ask the question

maths and moral

me,xiong and boon was talking about nonsense

LOL!
damn fun !!!
hahahahahahahahaha

and today at akaun class is funny
teacher keep asking hongserm question after he explain~

teacher said
" I will ask you in every second,every minute and every hour "

khangboon ask me and xiong

" wahhhh... every second 也有啊?? "

LOL!
how funny he said !

just skip other class larr
jump to seni


seni :)

we all keep saying about the movie

include

"小胖流浪记"

tat all
still got alot
about taiwan's
hmmm~~
include

"下一站幸福,海派田心" tat all

hahahahaha

is reali fun with them

and jiaxiong and khangboon keep saying 小胖流浪记
" 要teh,不要tarik "

and still got alot alot about this !

reali fun !!!!!
=D

and before skul dismiss
I wan to find my ring in my pencil box
how cum
the ring is missing
:(

I feel scare and I wan to cry at tat time =(
I ask khangboon saw my ring ??
he answer

"你刚才叫ah xiong帮你丢掉了吗"

I ask jiaxiong
he answer

"我丢掉了哦"
:(

I like a crazy people tell teacher I go out awhile
and I go back class and check
how cum~~

I cant find it :(

I tell myself
maybe we are over
even our ring I also can make it lose :(

I wanna go back seni room I saw jiaxiong was in the form3 class thr
I tell him I cant find it

he say find properly
ok
I try again
I ask jiaxiong help me to find
he find it nt more tat 5 second tell me don have
bt I still wanna find it back

suddenly he stand behind me and take my ring say

"你的戒指在这里啦"

T_T

I look at him and I feel I wanna cry at tat time

he tell me

"你还是很紧张他吼? "

:(
he wont know again ~ !!!

jiaxiong said

"我只是要try你还爱不爱他,现在我知道了"

T_T

anywayyyy~~

Xiong... thank you !!!
:)


oh ya

tug of war tomorrow :)

red vs blue
good luck everyone =)

ok lar
gtg now
byebye



PS::: thanks to JiaXiong and KhangBoon,they need to help me do something :)

:(

today
nt yet over 12 o'clock
tat means april 4 now

is the day pass 1 weeks
so fast
and I never talk to him 1 weeks
got lar
not more tat 2 days
1 days only
at the bus only

:(

today morning I wake up I sms to my bro ZheeLam
and I was sad
cause I dunno why I dream about him
izzit call terrible dream ??

=(
ZheeLam say

" izzit I wan back with him ?? "
:S

I dunno lah
what to do ??

and I say we nothing to talk to each other
he say

" I find the 38 question to talk to him lo "

I answer

" I enough 38 ad lar, still wanna more 38 merh ? "

LOL!

ok larr
stop it all !!
is already 12 o'clock
and I will never forget skul tomorrow
tat means

BACK TO SCHOOL !!
WT ~~ :@


and I sms with my sister qing just now
dunno what happen talk to teacher thr
lol

if my classmate singing
teacher said

:: stop singing,start writing

or

we are talking

teacher said

:: stop talking,start writing

we answer

::

start talking,stop writing

or start singing,stop writing

LOL!!!


from tomorrow
our timetable has been change
swt ><


art change to monday
haizzz~~


how bad~
T_T

ya
is reali bad

=(


ok lar
is late now~~
skul tomorrow =(

good night ~ ^^

逃避不是一个解决的方法~~

PS:: for someone,bt I know you'll never know Im writing about you =(



对不起，我很会起疑心

但说真的

就是因为我相信他才会问他
他总是说我不信他

我知道当我不相信他时，他都会很不耐烦的
不想多解释

我每次都误会他
很抱歉我没尽到作为女友的责任

每次起疑心，没能带给你开心，反而带给你烦恼

^-^

Hello guys

Im back
again =)

Happy April Fool !
Lucky today I dint kena play by other friends
hahahahahahahhahaha :P

today have a new students
nt bad ~
he is art stream
not science stream
at first we all tot he is science cause form4 new students all in the science stream
lol

and YongChang is change to art stream also =)
YEAH!

Welcome Welcome ~~

so now our class totally got 13 person
7 boys 6 girls
=.="

but nvm
we all still will be like last time
=)


yesterday
tug of war
Red vs Green

boys and girls also is Red house lose
T_T
I feel sad after this

and I no mood at all the time
Thian Lai and Jing Heng tell me
" don be sad, we still got chance in blue house, we can in final, don worry "

:)

anywayyyy~
thanks to both of them lar =D

k larr
is late
gtg now

good night ^^