august

left 55minute,, going to september !
hmm~~ and.. PMR left 1 month and SPM left 1 month more~
goddsss.. may god bless u all :) for PMR and SPM students :D include for u too.. :)

no mather what,, I will support u..

Im chating with PinHern now.. chat with him very happy cause he always joke..
PinHern is the friend I meet him this year,, be friend with him is already 8 going to 9 month soon :) and his birthday on next tuesday too.. :D :D

today national day :) and today I just sms with 2 person.. yanqing and zheelam :D
LOL! tmr got skul.. ohnoo~ wednesday.. boring day! lucky tmr no english :) but nvm den.. going to 2 weeks holidays :D

feeling to tell someone now ;;

今天我不乖,, 我又想起了你,, 听着"搞砸了"这首歌,, 就想起了你.. 不只这首,, 还有"来不及","情歌" 和"好人卡". 歌词都是有点关联到我的心里.. 然而,, 我心里也只想着你.. 你还记得吗? "如果我变成回忆"和"心墙"这两首歌吗?? 这两首都是我和你在通电话的时候,, 我听到的.. 我很希望,, 如果还可以,, 我很希望再次听到.. 如果回到了从前... :(
"dear"这称呼,, 是我叫你的.. 还记得吗?? 你还记得我爱你吗?? T_T

;;;;;

当你手机铃声响起的时候，你会期待是我的来电吗❤

当你听见某些歌曲时，你会不会哼着哼着然后想起我？

当你看见别的情侣甜蜜时，你会不会希望我就在你身边？

当你手机铃声响起的时候，你期待的是我的来电吗？

当你对我说着你爱我的时候，你会是真的爱我吗？

当我正在苦苦思念着你时，你会不会刚好也想着我呢？


如果说这些问题都是些傻问题，

那么我就是世上最最最傻的人了，

因为这些傻问题永远都是我的疑问，

因为你永远也给不了我一个标准的答案，

你也不可能可以给我一个绝对的答案...


有些问题本来就不适合说出口，

问了以后或许能够得到一个答案，

可那答案可能只是自己最想听的答案，

却不是他心底深处想要回答的答案...

或许这才是爱情令人着迷的地方吧，

朦胧中带有一点点神秘的色彩，

明白了，看透了，却始终猜不透...

明知不可为而为之，明知不可爱而爱之...


如果你也像我深爱你那样地深爱着我，

或许在你的心中也会有着同样的疑问，

担心我今天过得好不好，想着今天我有没有想着你，

今天的事情还没结束，就已经帮我把明天的事想好了，

计划着那些遥不可及的未来，虽然不知道结局会是怎样，

只想着该如何让我让我高兴，就算自己心中是不愉快的...


如果你也深爱着我，或许你就会明白...


真正爱你的人对你的付出，往往都与你为他的付出是一样多的...

看不见他的付出不一定表示他没为你付出，

正如你对他的伪装，他永远也不会知道



nice one :D :)
ok lar,, night everyone

heart broken

其实这心情已经打好在我手机了,, 只是我现在又把他放来这里,, 目的是什么?? 就是想让你知道.. 你的选择是错的..


其实我已经知道答案了,, 但我不担心,, 因为我知道不可能会发生,, 很放心,, 我想告诉你,, 如果你被上好的那一天,, 那一分钟,, 我希望你会想起我,, 你会明白那天的你,, 是怎么伤我,, 你会明白,, 那天我的心情是怎样的,, 对不起,, 不是我想伤害你,, 而是我知道,, 你爱她不够深,, 你不会明白她,, 你也不会爱她到很深,, 请你相信,, 我不想你被伤害,, 请你想起现在和以前的我,, 是不是对你太好?? 当你被伤害的那一刻,, 你会明白为什么你的眼泪我滴下来,, 而且,, 也会明白,, 我的眼泪,, 也是因为你而流的.. 对不起..

还记得你当天只跟我说"对不起"这三个字吗?? 还记得你当天也说了"分手"那两个字吗?? 你知道吗?? 那一刻,, 你跟我说了那两个字,, 我真的很希望我是在梦中,, 不是现实.. 你又说了"对不起"这三个字,, 你知道那时我的眼泪已经留下来了吗??!! 当天我真的很不开心,, 我觉得我自己还没清新,, 那时我真的很希望有时光机,, 可以回到原点,, 你知道我们认识几年了吗?? 我算过了,, 10年,, 你知道如果我们还是情侣我们在一起多久了吗?? 1年..
你知不知道??! :(

以前我不爱喝绿茶,, 但因为上次,, 和你第一次出街的那一天,, 我喝了一次,, 从此以后我就喜欢了绿茶吗?? 你明白吗?? 我都是为了你.. 我才改变我不爱喝绿茶的坏习惯吗?! 和你出去的第二天,, 我真的很开心.. 晚上睡觉前我都会想刚才下午我们做过什么事.. 而你呢??! 你还记得我们几时在一起吗?? 你知道我的最爱吗?? 你曾经说过一句话,, 搞到我很想笑,, 你说" 你不喜欢张栋梁,, 因为他把我的心偷走了 " 这句话你记得吗? 其实你想想,, 我会喜欢张栋梁到我那么爱你的程度吗? 你知道我最爱的人是你吗??! 你知道我的心里想要的是什么吗?? 我最想要的就是我和你在一起,, 你觉得可能吗?!

最近我有什么不开心的事情我都告诉圣凯,, 他很好,, 他会为我想,, 那天我在厕所哭,, 过了很久我才回班,, 加上最近心情很暴躁,, 想去告诉yanqing我今天心情很不好,, 哪知道,, 跟他说了一句话我就哭了.. :'( 那时我真的很希望你是第一个站在我面前问我什么事情.. 但不是!! 你知道,, 圣凯写的status,, 都是为我而写的吗?? 他为我写,, 而我为你哭.. :'(

能不能够在给我机会好好的爱你??! 我会仔细的聆听,, 你对我说的一言一语.. :)

BY ;; 我不知道你会不会看到这文章,, 但是我希望你会看到,, 你会明白我的心情.. :( 　我爱你

farewell days & national day :)

today we had farewell to Mrs.Arun.. Madam Devi.. so sad when alot of teachers say it when assembly today.. just feel wanna cry and tears going to come out :'( teachers..we love you and miss you much and much !! and we give her the present, hope she saw it all will remember us
here are the present we give teachers ;;



teachers, we love you !!! ♥♥

after skul,, we went to jj.. aiksss.. jj really have many things happened !! dunno how 2 say, but if i know i will never say too..
im really confused on you..

should hate you or still love you ?? T_T

silly BY ;;
you should know i m telling you it all ! i really love you for no matter what i do.. hard to give up with you :) love you much and forever

blog update :D

hello everyone,, I am back ! :D nothing to do now so I upload my blog, heehe :)
yeaa,, skul tomorrow,, and so, celebrate national day too.. boring lar.. but, until 1 o'clock.. LOL.. but I think our bus have to wait Sri Lethia.. WTH :@ nvm,, I got time can wait.. :p

hope tomorrow have a fun day with teachers and my friends all lar, and so,, Madam Devi ( Mrs.Arun ) is leave tomorrow !! last day for her in skul.. :( last day for us to see her too!! how sad :'( hope she is not leaving us tomorrow.. haizz~ teacher.. we will miss you !! and thanks for u for being in our concert day.. u really do great in the concert and for skul too !! u are the GREAT teacher :)
tomorrow is the last day we all can u " grandmother " :( so, tmr, muz call until we all enough !! xD =)

okay,, its late.. have to sleep now.. bye :D

6 month

今天.. 27号,, 明天.. 28号.. 很快的,, 明天就六个月了.. 如果只是6分钟,, 我还假装没事.. :( 如果还是情侣,, 我会送他东西.. 因为一年了.. :) 可是.. 梦远了... 很想他!!! T_T

今天早上,, 10点多,, 我老豆叫我起床,, 早餐.. 去那里了,, 走进去时,, 远远看到'他'爸的车,, 就心想.. 他这个时间应该在睡觉或者在做工吧.. 所以我就不理.. 过后,, 吃到一半,, 转身去后面,, 看到'他'.. 不知道他走去那里,, 我也只好假装看不到'他'.. 以免心情DOWN.. 过后,, 回家.. 看戏.. 过后,, 去亲戚家.. 再一下子.. 我sms给我二妹.. 他叫我先去他家先,, 可是很好笑的是,, 我坐的那辆摩托也是半桶半桶的啦,, 不大会驾.. 所以回家换motor :D 过后去找二妹,, 他们也刚刚好了,, weijian载二妹,, 我载我阿妈,, 妈妈很好笑咯.. 我驾40罢了,, 他也说很快.. zzzz
出去买礼物给madam devi,, 他星期一就走了 :( 去了百合花,, 然后去可丽.. 总共买了百多块,, 星期一再问看谁要一起share :D 再算多少 :)

买到一半,, 下雨哦~ 可爱一下, 就冲雨会.. 哈哈.. 不算落汤鸡啦~ 毛毛雨罢了.. :D 而且我们走不同的路回家,, 以为我们会比他们快到,, 哪知道.. 他们先到 -.-"
回到家,, 弄了礼物的东西,, 雨停了.. 又出去.. 去买碎纸.. :D 然后去夏日买珍珠奶茶.. 过后回家,, 又继续弄礼物的东西.. 弄不完.. 因为真的很大份 :D 过后我妈打电话给我,, 叫我回家.. -.-" 气死我!!!
回到家,, 吃.. 冲凉.. 看戏.. 然后... 现在... 玩电脑咯.. =D

soooo,, 今晚还是一样迟睡.. SMS :):)
要join?? 来来,, 你sms我,, 我就回... 看是谁啦~ :D

希望你... 会记得明天是什么日子.. :( 你应该知道我是告诉你.. :(:(
你知道我爱你,, 但你却对我狠心!!! T_T


PS:: I love the korea movie ' 圣诞节会下雪吗 ' and all the song too !!! :D

holidays !!

yeaa yeaa! holidays tomorrow,, will go wenyee house at afternoon.. den go yamcha with her and connie :D and den go buy gift for mrs.arun aka madam devi.. she is leave on monday.. miss her larr.. :( and all form4 will meet her at sunway tomorrow, i think half of 4M is going.. 4W?? T_T no one going.. but dunno jiaxiong going to meet with them anot :) dunno when can see her again,, aikss~ boring larr currently life !! always study.. nvm den.. going 2 weeks holidays.. :D
plan to not going to skul on monday,, but have to go too.. for celebration national day.. den tuesday holidays,, back to skul on wednesday, thursday and friday.. and den..... 2 weeks holidays.... WOW..
is sms with waikit now.. he ask me to go sunway tomorrow,, but... sorry waikit.. im not going :( i got no transport to go and my parents not allow too :( sorry, hope u have fun tomorrow :D

today we practice the song for celebrate national day on monday.. HAHA.. so funny when we singing just now.. jiaxiong change the song and my baba hongserm also,, is " biru " he sing " buru " -.-" make we all laugh! HAHA
and today karangan ujian, i same group with weijie.. he horr.. keep say me.. if wrong ad scold me,, i scold him back.. teacher say we all just like little couple and friends they all say we pretend.. -.-" PLEASE!! no,, i like him as my brother only :D

tonight sleep late or sleep early leh? just now weijie tell me
' lets comment until midnight,, wan?? '
i answer
' why not ? ok arrh '
he ask
' sure boh? u no need to sleep arrh? '
i answer
' sleep late lor, last time holidays i play com until morning 7 o'clock lor ' ( is true )
he say
' ok,, lets disturb each other today '

;D but i think he off early den me.. HAHA :p

aiksss~ why i cannot use laptop to watch the concert CD? zzz.. damn hate !!! -.-

time to off and go sms with yanqing,winny,waikit and zheelam now.. heehe :)
good night world :D

郭家.. i love you all much

今天.. 我们郭家的人很厉害,, 去骂一个人.. 全体出动,, 加上我的mui.. yuenhan,yanqing和chris.. 还有我老弟.. shenkhai.. 只是阿妈,三妹和小妹没有而已,, 不知道他们跑去哪里.. :S
其实是因为我所以他们全部都那么做的啦,, 不过很谢谢他们,, 现在我的气完全消了.. 只是不知道明天会怎样罢了啦~
我二妹他add comment之前说叫麦四弟他们,, 不然他一个人.. 可是不知道是天线长,, 突然之间他们on9了咯.. 而且他还说手痒了,, 要add comment.. HAHA :)
今天早上第一节就是bm.. bm之前是home room,, weihau问..
" erni 没有来啊?? " ( erni就是我们的老师 )
jiaxiong 就回答说
" erni 没有来我.. *切掉* "
他们*切掉*的那个字是特地走音的,, 现在想起都爱笑,, 所以今天我们班的口头禅是"切掉"咯 =)

我真的真的是爱死郭家和我妹,我弟他们咯.. 好大的惊喜.. 今天把seni project赶完了.. 终于!! 也要谢谢有些帮我做的朋友啦.. kaka..
昨天郭家又有一个baby出生了.. 名字是郭杰,, 他几厉害.. 出生一天罢了,, 今天没有来学校.. 每次还说会来,, 来他的头.. :D 他还post在我的wall问我今天什么事情吗..
看看我们的comment..

YèñFåñg 郭芳 ﺕ ऌ
got wor. someone say this week must full attendance. full his head. skip one day. =.= tmr no choki

Babe-baBe Yau
wa lao ei///today xiao di wei tong leh...cant cum to skul...sryz

YèñFåñg 郭芳 ﺕ ऌ
everyday wei tong de lor. u dint eat medicine ma.

Babe-baBe Yau
eat le,,,

YèñFåñg 郭芳 ﺕ ऌ
okok.. see tmr =D call me da jie :D:D

Babe-baBe Yau
lolz....DA JIE...

YèñFåñg 郭芳 ﺕ ऌ
guai lorr,, xiao di :D

我们的对话是不是很好笑叻?? =.=" 如果他没来学校我很闷咯.. 没有人跟我吵架.. 闲到没有话讲.. =(
因为他时常胃痛,, 不是胃痛就是肚子痛.. 每次都这样.. zzz 不过几幽默以下..
我现在也是很幽默以下,, 眼睛红红了.. 我要去做猪了.. 明天我尽量post多多.. =]
晚安啦~ :D :D


PS :: 我爱郭家.. :D 叫我大姐,, 我是郭家的长子.. =)

family memberss =]

;D me,, yes me.. yenfang.. as a 叶家的大姐 =)

I am the eldest in 叶家..
2nd is Wen Yee
3rd is Angie
4th is Khang Boon
5th is Yin Shan
and the last is Jia Xiong



我阿爸 = henry yap hong serm 叶鸿森.. 16岁.. 有时siaosiao,有时houhou.. 但是很好的是,, 他很疼我们.. 尤其是我们的阿妈.. 可是阿妈每天都赶他去客厅睡觉.. xD

我阿妈 = connie khoo chao chien 邱巧芊.. 16岁.. 不会讲他的人.. 可是他很好.. :D

我二妹 = eyu wen yee 杨雯仪.. 16岁.. 很厉害炸人.. 尤其是炸阿爸.. 每次阿爸叫他, 他就会炸阿爸说 ;; diam 啦, 跟你很熟啊? " :D

我三妹 = angie lu siao cheen 卢小倩.. 16岁.. 阿爸时常说他叛逆的女儿.. 事实.. 他很厉害讲阿爸,, 他不给阿爸吃任何东西的 =)

我弟弟 = alen ang khang boon 洪康汶.. 16岁.. 他每天都要吃药,, 没吃药就会神经病.. 所以我们每天都必须提醒他吃药的 =)

我小妹 = woon yin shan 温芸珊.. 15岁.. 出生在星期四的下午1点钟.. 40分钟后就会走路,, 讲话和跳.. :D 还学了三妹叛逆阿爸.. 厉害

我小弟.. = dylan goh jia xiong 吴家雄.. 16岁.. 每天只会陪我这个大姐和二姐笑.. :D 不过这小弟蛮厉害的.. 已经学会怎样骂阿爸了.. 还教他哥哥怎样骂阿爸.. :D

虽然我说我是叶家的大姐,, 但是每次还被其他的妹妹和弟弟欺负.. 不过那个最小的弟弟是每次被我欺负的:D
we are happy family =)

guyss.. i got something wan to say.. that is... i cry today.. =.=" i cry,, not because of sportcheck today and the stupid teacher take my things.. because of something happen.. =( okay.. lets say..

today morning i reach skul at 7.30.. just bell ring.. and i go for assembly and mr.tan say tmr is photo section.. zzzz.. every year on monday bt this year special is on thursday.. chewww~~ :S
and den i go back class, first class is bm.. and i just do novel that teacher give.. after this is akaun.. bt teacher is not come in yet.. suddenly the new teacher come in and ask us go out.. stupid.. i hate the teacher so much !!!! :@ ohhhh~ sportcheck.. ><
and my things kena simpan la.. stupid teacher,, is a couple ring.. bt they say im not wearing, i just keep it in my bag so teacher is cannot take it.. nvm,, i tell my friends.. its ok.. erge say if go jj can help me to buy.. =) :D
and.. i receive a news.. a bad news for me.. i no mood.. and i hate ppl misunderstand me for some reason !!! and i just cry.. i don let my friends know it so i go to toilet and cry.. izzit weird ?? okie,, im feel better and den i go back to class.. after this is recess.. when i walking i saw my didi shen khai.. and i just tot him it all.. i feel wanna cry.. and i go and find yanqing.. i cry in-front of her :'( she ask me what happen bt i just answer her nothing.. sorry yanqing.. and another sis also ask me.. i just say nothing for them :) thanks all my mui ^^ jie love you all !!! =)

a things,, make me angry

just now something wrong with my com.. suddenly off.. make all my things gone cause i haven save yet.. :( so,, i have to type again what i type here just now.. nvm,, i got time :D :D

to someone ;;

you! shit man !! go die.. stop disturb him !! i know what u had done for him.. i know !! and i super angry !! warning to u.. don make me scold u when in the bus.. so what?? i scare u ?? bcoz u are study in lethia ??! oopss,, sorry.. i forget.. u know how 2 write ' die ' word.. my frens dunno.. i know it.. u go eat shit !! better don touch him ! he is mine !! :@


thanks to khangboon tot me it.. im really happy !! cause u make me angry.. :D bt i wont blame u,, u let me scold her :) izzit im weird ?? :D yup i agree myself say it so.. LOL!

today.. went back to skul.. and i keep quarrel with weijie.. he smtg wrong today :(
he eating chocolate.. and he eat ad come in-front of me say
; 请你吃糖子
i ask him go away..
after awhile.. i get the news and i very angry.. den i tell weijie
; weijie,, 我有事情要跟你讲
erge say ; weijie,, 我爱你,, 你爱我吗? "
khangboon say to weijie
; weijie,, erge 问你,你爱yenfang吗? "
weijie answer
; yenfang喜欢我又不敢讲
@@ i dint say it before also la.. =.="

den khangboon laugh and say to me
; 原来你们两个有路的

@@
den turn say to weijie.. he answer
;; 我们还很多路叻

-.-"

and i keep quarrel with him.. khangboon say to him
; 就是因为你这几天没有来,, 没有人跟他乱咯

ohyeaahhh,, i agree this !! really long time dint quarrel with him.. haha.. :D

last time.. he show me something when I sit beside him, cause my place thr is damn hot.. =(
he show me a paper.. say
; 你又没有做一张给我啦
i answer
; 我做一张美过他的给你要不要??
:D

bt i think he forget this ad.. haha.. shhh~~ don tell him.. =)
ohnooo.. tmr got seni larrr,, haven done project.. die liao...

today my mood is just half half.. =( no idea.. aiksss~ :'(

to him ( ABY ) ;;

sorry i dint tell u who im talking,, cause i don1 u to know it :( i know u are angry, i don let u know.. because i don let u know i am still caring u.. :'( sorry..


i got nothing to talk in.. hope tmr is a great day for me.. =(
good night all.. have a sweet dreams for u all..
happy birthday to HanNa =)

PS:: sorry,, i miss you.. i hope u understand what i am doing for u



wrote by ;; fang

七夕情人节快乐

下着雨.. 让我又想起了你,, 想起我们的过去,, 想起我的错,, 我的幼稚,, 我的野蛮.. 其实我知道,, 我真的错了... 我不应该那么自私,, 要你宠我,, 要你让我.. 对不起,, 我真的错了... 我真的很想你.. :( 我失去了你,, 已经没有你的呵护,, 没有你的笑容出现在我眼前.. 我很伤... 我真的很伤..
dear.. 已经8月了.. 你忘了我们是去年的8月开始吗?? 我记得.. 你可能忘了... 如果我们还在一起,, 我会更加爱你.. 我不会再那么幼稚... 刚才我写了封信息给zheelam.. " my heart is starting missing on you " 他就回复问我有没有send错,, 是不是要给他的?? 我说,, 知道就好,, 可是我怎么send给他?? 他就写给我一大堆东西.. 全部都是support我的:) 他说是简单可是你知道做很难吗?? T_T 我很想send!! 我又怕.. :(

很烦... :( 没心情写了.... bye~~
我会让我自己微笑 =) 希望你可以再次回到我身边.. I Love U =D

skip class

我回来啦,, 很久没post了.. 不好意思啦,, 最近没开电脑 =) 今天我很乖.. 我ponteng.. 我没去学校.. 因为朋友们都没去,, 加上wenyee没去,, 因为他今天去香港.. 所以我们也一起约好ponteng咯.. 可爱叻我们?? :DD concert 过了,, 我们回到了上课的时候,, 那感觉真的是超闷!! 又不能找理由跟老师说那么少人所以不用上课.. =( 真的很闷!!!

最近心情不是很好,, 时常和zheelam sms 都搞到他不开心.. paiseh 啦.. =(
因为我又搞到我自己不开心,, 就找他来出气这样.. 可是有一件事情啊.. 他搞到我第一次在他面前流泪.. -.- 那天我在他面前哭叻.. 第一次.. :( 看他几坏.. ==

WenYee他刚sms我,, 他乘坐的飞机延迟啦.. 延迟到5点多.. 现在他在贵宾室.. 还特地sms来跟我说.. zzzz 几幽默以下.. =p
今晚要和yanqing和zheelam聊久久了.. 很多天都没有和他们聊了.. =) 准备进钱,准备电池充满满,, 准备睡眠时间.. 哈哈!!! :D:D

某人... 你到底要我怎样?? 我都决定不跟你讲话了,, 你还来和我聊天干吗?? 你真的要我一直内疚下去吗??!! 我恨你!!




好啦,, 要出去了,,,, 迟些再来写吧~~ bye all~

PS:: 今天是黑色星期五.. 没什么事就别出去啦~=)