monday~

:)


Yeah~ finally the akaun paper 2 are finish. and blank alot too! :D zzzzz~


hmm~?? am I wrong and I cubit him just now.. when I cubit him my heart feel pain.. not 1st time i cubit him.. when I still together with him, when I hold his hand.. when I cubit him and when I talk to him.. I wont feel scare.. but the feeling are change now.. except hold hand.. another are change! zzzzz == why har? :'(





Just now having akaun paper.. I forget what is permis.. so I turn to back and ask weijie.. how come har that stupid anak-anak dint tell me.. zzzzzz.. :@ hate him liao~! after skul dismiss he say cause teacher beside him.. I say NO! teacher was in the another side.. not we thr! hmph~~ anak-anak.. I hate u liao! steal my eraser also..





and just now timothy ask me :" akaun hard anot ?? " huh?!


erm.. actually akaun is not very hard but u muz rmb what is the format.. den u can answer =)


:D tomorrow what subject har?? i dunno leh.. lazy go and check.. :p


I will die in maths ! I hate maths! count's subject I hate lots!!!





okk... lazy now =) byeeee


Good Luck tomorrow

tomorrow..zzzz

siao liao! tmr akaun lo! 12.30 to 3.. zzzz~~ lucky only 2 paper tomorrow.. still got 5 days to go.. since when we only can come out from the exam world?? after exam still got!! zzzz!! =.=

so what?? klang and sentul different?? both skul also is " wesley ".. after holidays still exam??!! siao liao!! haizzz

just nw I went to my cousis house.. lol! they ask me join with them and play with them.. ahahahaha.. suddenly feel I still was in the children's world leh~ long time dint play so relax with the small kidding~ :D

today is YuanNee's birthday! Happy Birthday to her! > 30.5 < ^^

okkk.. have 2 off ! bye.. wish we all luck tomorrow =) akaun & PDG.. zzzzz

saturday~

saturday~~ monday exam again~~ =.=" times flies!! WT~~~ X_X

2 month

昨晚,我作了一个很恐怖的梦...是关于他的..以前我都会梦见他,都是很甜蜜的画面..可是昨晚却作了一个很恐怖的梦..当时我看到了那情形...我呆了..我哭了...我在梦里面哭..我走到了另一个地方..看见了zheelam...他问我什么事情..为什么我哭...我告诉他没事...可是他过后自己又看到了...瞒不了!!!我真的梦见这样的梦...真的很恐怖!! 之后我姐就把我的梦给吵醒了.. 我就马上sms给zheelam和二哥.. 他们都告诉我说.... "IMPOSSIBLE " >< 我真的梦见这个!!真的很恐怖...现在想起来真的有点怕怕.. :'( 今天是28号,也是失去他的第二月...3月28号我们结束... 唉~~不能怪别人...要就怪自己..不好好珍惜...今天下午一直和二哥聊天....谈蛮多的...不过都是很久的事情了... 刚看了一个女孩的blog...他名字叫gigi...很不幸,他的老公在意外中离开了... 希望他能好好的生活^^ 加油!! =) http://gigikissu.blogspot.com


给他的话:::
::我不在意其他人说什么....我只想我们再在一起...就是那么简单.........我等你!!! ♥

third day

today having Sej,BM and Com
First paper BM. Bahagian A should write more than 300. Lucky, I write 327 words ^^ Bahagian B. Damn hard! Should more than 350-400. I write 217 only :'( haizz~~

Second paper. Sejarah ( SaoJarah ) Hmm~~?? Esei also. I dint answer alot. I forget the answer ad. :'( 11 a.m to 1.30. I done at 12p.m >< something =".="">

Last paper today. Com. 2 p.m to 3 p.m
We done it at 2.30 :D and the last question is draw something one. I forget what to draw ad. JiaXiong so funny. He dram Rainbow~ Still colourful one =) YongChang draw PIGGY. HongSerm draw PIGGY too. WeiHau draw a house >< color="#33ffff">WeiJie 'draw' " Facebook,Anak-anak yau " =.= I dint draw. Wakakakakakakaka

PS: I Love You. (Y) ♥♥

Okk. Going out soon~ bye~

♥想想当初你见到她是多么开心

♥她的一频一笑都让你注意

♥现在 她跟你在一起了

♥女生多半会帮男朋友想

♥怕他太累 怕他钱花太多

♥所以不敢叫他带他去吃大餐 去玩好的

♥但是 你有没有注意过

♥当她在跟你说不用的时候

--------------------------------------------------

♥爱的最高境界是什么♥

他说：当他能为你而挡死，这不算最高境界吗？

♥她点了头又摇头

♥爱的最高境界就是当你习惯了他的习惯

♥认同及接受他的习惯

♥一个女人从不习惯到习惯了男人的鼻鼾声

♥习惯到没有了他的鼻鼾声却睡不着

second day

Today exam lo. We reach skul at 7.30. LOL! First paper start at 7.45. Early! =(
First paper is English. Not very hard but the section B alot of ppl dint write more that 350 words cause is really hard to think it. haizzz

Second paper BM.. OMG~ BM is really hard lo! ><WenYee talk to me. She tot me JiaXiong wanna kencing ad. Den I see JiaXiong's face. LOL! I can know, he cant tahan ad. But we all still purposely make "shhhhhh~~" voice for him. Ask him don make noisy. Haha!

Third paper is Science paper 1. Hmm~~ cant answer anything. Bleuuk~ :P
Forget ad ><

Tat's all I write. Other lazy to write. Wait my news tomorrow lar :)
GoodLuck tomorrow again!

new blog~

Haha. I back again. =) still playing NightClub City! Wow. The game not bad leh. You guys must go and try it!

You know why I change my blog's name?? It become 落泪.情绪零碎. Cause I Love this song. The song is by Jay Chou. His new album! =) Really nice. And I change my pic again. Hooohoooo~ Sky pic. Love it!

:D My nightclub city now already level 9. So slow! :S
Tomorrow exam lo =( Bm paper 2, Science paper 1 and Eng paper 1 =.=
this week's subject wont feel confused. But I reali scare about next week's subject! Akaun lar, Ekonomi lar, PDG lar.. and maths paper 2 lar >< I hate this all need to count one lo! =(

Haha! No ECA tomorrow. Back at 3 o'clock but got exam tomorrow! =__+
Ok lar. Off le. Bye~ Good Night!


3 Word, 1 Meaning. I Love You =)

By~ YenFang ♥ Sky

not bad way this all =)

1、有些事，我们明知道是错的，也要去坚持，因为不甘心；有些人，我们明知道是爱的，也要去放弃，因为没结局；有时候，我们明知道没路了，却还在前行，因为习惯了。　　　　
2、以为蒙上了眼睛，就可以看不见这个世界；以为捂住了耳朵，就可以听不到所有的烦恼；以为脚步停了下来，心就可以不再远行；以为我需要的爱情，只是一个拥抱。　　　　
3、那些已经犯过的错误，有一些是因为来不及，有一些是因为刻意躲避，更多的时候是茫然地站到了一边。我们就这样错了一次又一次，却从不晓得从中汲取教训，做一些反省。　　　　4、你不知道我在想你，是因为你不爱我，我明明知道你不想我，却还爱你，是因为我太傻。也许有时候，逃避不是因为害怕去面对什么，而是在等待什么。　　　　
5、天空没有翅膀的痕迹，但鸟儿已经飞过；心里没有被刀子割过，但疼痛却那么清晰。这些胸口里最柔软的地方，被爱人伤害过的伤口，远比那些肢体所受的伤害来得犀利，而且只有时间，才能够治愈。　　　　
6、很多人，因为寂寞而错爱了一人，但更多的人，因为错爱一人，而寂寞一生。我们可以彼此相爱，却注定了无法相守。不是我不够爱你，只是我不敢肯定，这爱，是不是最正确的。　　　　
7、如果背叛是一种勇气，那么接受背叛则需要一种更大的勇气。前者只需要有足够的勇敢就可以，又或许只是一时冲动，而后者考验的却是宽容的程度，绝非冲动那么简单，需要的唯有时间。　　　　
8、生命无法用来证明爱情，就像我们无法证明自己可以不再相信爱情。在这个城市里，诚如劳力士是物质的奢侈品，爱情则是精神上的奢侈品。可是生命脆弱无比，根本没办法承受那么多的奢侈。　　　　
9、人最大的困难是认识自己，最容易的也是认识自己。很多时候，我们认不清自己，只因为我们把自己放在了一个错误的位置，给了自己一个错觉。所以，不怕前路坎坷，只怕从一开始就走错了方向。　　　　
10、生活在一个城市里，或者爱一个人，又或者做某件事，时间久了，就会觉得厌倦，就会有一种想要逃离的冲动。也许不是厌倦了这个城市、爱的人、坚持的事，只是给不了自己坚持下去的勇气。　　　　
11、多少次又多少次，回忆把生活划成一个圈，而我们在原地转了无数次，无法解脱。总是希望回到最初相识的地点，如果能够再一次选择的话，以为可以爱得更单纯。　　　　
12、如果你明明知道这个故事的结局，你或者选择说出来，或者装作不知道，万不要欲言又止。有时候留给别人的伤害，选择沉默比选择坦白要痛多了。


exam tomorrow! Die lo.. Prepare prepare. But I still playing " nightclub city " in facebook now. LOL! Wow.. the game not bad, try and play ^^ I already level 7 now but still very hard to go 10 something cause all my friends is already 10 something level == lol, try to go and fight with them. Haha. Not a bad idea way~ ^^

Lol, Another things I lazy to write :) gtg ya. headache now! Sweat == no enough sleep lo. Yesterday sleep late, today morning in the bus dint sleep cause talking with xinyi ^^
kk, is really gonna gtg now! bye ^^

Good Luck for exam tomorrow :)

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today most suai! always kena scold! and anything cant bcum true! hate it la! mood not so well today! god! I am going to exam on tuesday! I never prepare for anything also! =( MOOD, my mood.. please come back! Please come back! Please Please Please!

I need the happiness mood! I wan the mood like yesterday! yesterday is the day that make me feel happy! today??!! what the life??!!

afternoon I went to banting and having my lunch, after lunch.. Plan to go and check my eyes.. But the shop is not on today! See.. Suai boh?? :@ until 26th only on. God~

And actually I plan to go bkt tinggi dinner steamboat but my mum don let me go! !@#%!&!@#$

Hate it hate it! And~~~ afternoon only I know it.. My primary skul frens marry today! >< how cum I dunno one?? haizzz~~

is already 10.49 p.m now.. Skul tomorrow! Dunno what to do tomorrow, cause having chinese exam! I am not going cause I dint take chinese subject this year =) lucky. If not I have to going exam for 9 days ^^ but 8 days also can make me ki siao!!!

You know?? Exam is " terrible, horrible and vegetable " LOL! Funny! =)

K lar. Gtg. Good night everyone. Good Luck for exam this 2 weeks :)

For you!! =)

我现在什么都不担心了.. 我也不担心别人在我后面指指点点~ 反正我也习惯啦!! =)
给你的话:: BY~~

我等了你的回复信息已经两个礼拜了,难道你还想不到该回复我什么??两个礼拜不是短短的时间!!我写给你的信也只用了3个小时..虽然只有少少的9面,但对我来说已经很足够了!!
朋友叫我试用那招,让我们可以再次复合..本来我打算这么做但又担心你会不接受.. 因为你曾经说过你不喜欢别人送你礼物~ 不过那天你生日我还是送了给你.. 现在..生日礼物和我现在想送的礼物很不一样~!!! 我记得我送给你2个情侣戒指,1个情侣手机吊饰~ 和最重要的我做了很多的"心"当作情人节礼物.. 记得当天是16号晚上我去你家拿给你,你要我进去你家坐坐可是我拒绝了 :P
18号下午我去了你的家,你家没人只有你...我去你家之前我还告诉你"把你家里的狗锁上..(因为我怕狗) =p
其他的就skip下啦~

那天是18号,我永远记得..忘不了那一次,那一幕,那一段回忆~ 我希望你也不会忘了~~

直到3月28号... 我们结束了.. 我拼命挽回但已太迟了.. 我只能接受.. 之前我很坚强,我不哭.. 但因为你的那3个字... 我哭了 :'(
当天我心情也很不好,心情很差... 什么都做不好~ 我告诉了我妹yanqing... 也告诉了我哥zheelam.. 他们安慰了我.. 只有二哥给我了很多的意见.. ^^ 总之谢谢他们~~ 爱死他们了 :)

我现在还不想暂时放弃, 她说的话我不信.. 我不听.. 我只相信我眼前的一切~ ^^
yau.. 对不起,之前给了你很多的不满意.. 但我现在我知道我错在哪里了... 我会改掉的.. 但始终最后一个我是不会改变.. " 我爱你 " 希望我还来得及再次再你耳旁告诉你这3个字! =)

BY2-愛上你MV

empty title~

:D I dream about that sweet dreams again ! ♥♥ it ! Muackss~ =) School today but Im not going.. Lazy Bum Bum =) LOL! And I wake up early too.. Nothing to do and never reply ppl's message yesterday. Keep reply them and sorry for them! =D Cause Im pig. =) =)

I love today! Feel my mood damn good today! ♥♥♥ I was using Facebook now. Saw someone's pic let me feel that is nice! Sky Pic! =)

Ohya~! I change my new background again! Izzit nice?? =) and beside got a penguin pic. Penguin??!! LOL! Make me think about my class funny things! LOL!

And yesterday having the sivik paper! =.=" no enough time to do cause Im dreaming. LOL! but at end still done it la =) and yesterday.. Dunno what happen to WeiHau and KhangBoon.
Quarrel~ den WeiHau say :" 萧律师,我要告他"(萧律师is yongchang)
den dunno what happen say me and WenYee.
Me is "恐吓罪" Yee is "强奸罪" =.=" we both dint do anything also!
Okay. Another~ they quarrel again. WeiHau got "萧律师" den KhangBoon say he got "吴律师"(jiaxiong)
Quarrel again.
Cause KhangBoon say JiaXiong is 吴律师.
So he tot he is the best. Walk out and do that 38 face.
How cum KhangBoon say"我的吴律师是百战百败" ><
JiaXiong hear it look angry and look at KhangBoon. LOL!
But very funny! And if our classmate singing. JiaXiong also join it. WeiHau and KhangBoon is sing until half den will sing remix. JiaXiong also sing together, if they sing ad den remix.
JiaXiong cant follow them he will look angry and look at both of them say" 每次都这样的" LOL!!!!!!!

exam start from tomorrow :'(

I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world
I see skies of blue and clouds of white
The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world
The colours of the rainbow, so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people going by
I see friends shakin' hands, sayin' "How do you do?"
They're really saying "I love you"
I hear babies cryin', I watch them grow
They'll learn much more than I'll ever know
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world
Yes, I think to myself, what a wonderful world


=)




tomorrow what day?? Ohya... exam day. SIVIK! Only one paper tomorrow :'( But still scare. Cause we going our exam
total 8 days

:'(
gonna be crazy~ My sitting place at the back ^^ Hope teacher don say change to front ~

today can explain tat we don have class :) so happy ~ Cause exam tomorrow~
terrible,horrible and vegetable~~
LOL!

Stop this all. Return.. Wanna start my things

already 2 weeks... ( gonna ) I still never receive message from him~ I miss him alot!! :(

Erge say:" XX 说你以前很可爱的喔"

over liao lo~~ He say i rude, Yes! I admit. I gonna change myself now~ I don1 be currently me. Gonna have a new me :)
+u+u
I can do it very well!
I think.... LOL!


why I so scare about you?? Can tell me why??
why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why ??
people tell me abour ur things I will worry, I hope to see you everyday. =) I miss you !! 520 today. Pass 8 days again, that means we already broke up 2 month. I still remember we over at march 28. I hate the day. I hate myself too! =(
Although dance 3 we are partner but practice that day we hold each other hand, I know. I still know. I still got the feeling with you! I love you ( Yau ) ♥

I hope I can get the new message from you. The answer is you wan too! Please!

by- YenFang ♥

PS:: I love the song. For School Concert Dance 3 :) what makes you different

what makes you different - Backstreet Boys

You don't run with the crowd, you go your own way
You don't play after dark, you light up my day
Got your own kind of style that sets you apart
Baby,that's why you captured my heart
I know sometimes you feel like you don't fit in
And this world doesn't know what you have within
When I look at you
I see something rare
A rose that can grow anywhere
And there's no one I know that can compare

What makes you different,makes you beautiful
What's there inside you shines through to me
In your eyes I see all the love I'll ever need

What make you different
Makes you beautiful to me
You got something so real, you touched me so deep
You see material things don't matter to me

So come as you are,your've got nothing to prove
You won me with all that you do
And I wanna take this chance to say to you
You don't know how you touch my life
Oh,in so many ways I just can't describe

Baby - Justin Bieber

You know you love me,I know you care
You shout whenever, And I'll be there
You want my love, You want my heart
And we will never ever ever be apart
Are we an item?
Girl quit playing
Were just friends, Or are we saying
So theres another one, Looks right in my eyes
My first love broke my heart for the first time,And I was like

Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine mine

Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine, oh oh

For you, I would have done whatever
Another chance and we, We get together
And wanna play it cool, About loosin' youI'll buy you anything, I'll buy you any ring
And i'm in piece , baby fix meAnd you'll shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream
Im going down, down, dooown
And just can't believe my first love won't be around

Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo

blank title

going to exam soon~
so scare
today our normal skul days
but like a " nt normal " days
less teacher teach one

happy lo
at class all boys keep singing song =)
not bad lo they sing

dunno what happen to kb and jx
both of them sing until half ask chooiee tat Justin Bieber is girl or boy?
chooiee answer boy
den both of them say but why the voice like girl?
i forget what chooiee answer them
i rmb she say
Justin Bieber is same age with us ( 16 years old )
den jx

"harrr???那么明年就到我出专辑了"
==
so perasan la him~~
but normal la
everytime like that one =)

after lunch we have the concert pratice
I tell u har
I dunno why when I hold his hand, my feeling never change... still been like last time when I am still couple with him.. =(
what is the meaning ?? I don understand.. izzit means.... i love him ??

school days~

yesterday we are so............... berkerjasama ( b.melayu )
hasnila tell us our relive teacher is madam.gina
we all dint pakat say wanna tell the same answer
we all just straigh shout........... HUH??!!
hasnila kena terkejut
lol~~

I love our class =))
so cute!!



today... saturday lo
got skul also :'(
next week also

bt im nt going =)
plan ad ^^

today first and second period are no teacher teaching
cause teacher are nt going to skul
third is BI
mr.tan just saying something bt we feel that is unless things so never listen
too sleepy ad

den recess lo
after recess is EA

kb them keep saying abt 小胖流浪记
lol
teh tak mahu tarik tat all la
still got alot and alot
make we all laugh
bt teacher is scolding them!
more funny~~

after this is pgd
teacher wan us to copy note
but hs say don1
but turn
yc say wan cause he say

"老师抄完了也刚好敲钟了吗...给她抄在白板啦"
good idea ^^

we tell teacher no need go and photostate
u just write it in white board den we all copy


ok......... after few minute

kb them are not talking abt the 小胖流浪记
they are...... singing in the class !
LOL
funny also
hs dunno how 2 sing bt he still simply sing

hs tell kb them
" love is beautiful "

he ask yc to sing also
yc answer
"but 我不会唱哦 "

hs he don need to think
straight boom yc say

"你不会唱啊??不会唱就静静啦"
yc get BOOM!
we all laughing

hs ownself also laugh~~

continue~~
they sing again~
weijie and hongserm is 配音~
LOL
funny too!
( if u listen what they sing u sure laugh ) =DD


after pdg is bm
cikgu erni also tired lo
we also
got 2 period
1 period discuss tatabahasa
1 period let us rest

Weeeee :)


after bm is lunch
i go library and help cs and xy do their sejarah project ^^
after lunch is sej

teacher say she also tired what we should do?
we all answer

" TIDUR " =DD

bt cannot
lol

after sej is com bt teacher are nt coming so mrs.arun relive lo~
what happen in the class cant say here
ppl will think our class is not normal~~

so


--- SKIP --- lo ^^

i reach home almost 3 o'clock
so late~~

now I was in download something

I love the song

♥ what makes you different ♥

^^

okieeee =) gtg

=DD

halo everyone
I be back today
LOL
no computer in last few days :(
today only got so online and harvest my barn buddy and everything

:O
tmr got skul :((

new baby born in my new life ~

Heheehehhehe
new baby born in my new life today !!
Awwwww :)

today my new baby w595 has been born !!
so happy~

I got phone to use again~
wahahahahahahahahahahahahha

today, our skul has a match with the Sri Lethia =)
we won !

WMS~~

:) :)

For you

hmm~~??

is boring now~
line is slow !
cannot play any game in facebook~~

this few days
I was in thinking
izzit I should do something

I plan-ing~~~~~~~~~~~~~

sms to him :(

but how I dare to do it ??


for who....yes... you !! " BY "

也许
我错了很多
真的很多

我想了很清楚
但是我还不敢开口
我真的真的真的~~

很想再次复合
我已经不再担心其他人知道我们的事情
包括学校的老师
我不担心了
我知道
之前的错我不能弥补了

我不是月老
我不是天
我不能把之前的时间再次时光倒流

我不是钥匙
我不是锁头
我不能把我们曾经拥有的回忆再次用钥匙把它打开

我不是太阳
我不是白云
我不能把我们曾经拥有的回忆让太阳把它照亮


我什么都不是
什么也没有
但我有一颗爱你的心

我知道
我忘不了你
一分钟前说忘记
过了一分钟又不放弃


对不起,我错的事情太多了
我自私
我diao gei

我知道我不该对你这样
对不起

我只想问

:::

我们还有复合的机会吗??

:::


:(


sorry :(
I am really serious to ask you this question
I say give up but I never done it as very well~~

:(

[MV + Pinyin Lyrics] 东于哲 ThomasJack -- 爱的奇迹 Ai De Qi Ji (Miracle Of Love)

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U know ?? U know ??
I am quick angry now

the reason I cant explain why
shit man!
WT.....

I enough get hurt from you !!!

stop hurt me again !!

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU !!!

I am a fool! Crazy PEOPLE!
I KNOW THE THINGS WILL NEVER BACK, EVEN IS YOU !!
I know you will do that but I still nvr give up..

but now!
I tot myself !!
I HATE YOU
I DON1 TALK TO YOU
I DON1 BE FRIEND WITH YOU ANYMORE !!


I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU SOMETHING!!


STOP HURT ME ANYMORE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM NOT A PERSON THAT EASY TO BULLY BY PEOPLE KAY??

IF YOU HATE ME THEN YOU JUST SAY, DON DO THE NONSENSE THINGS AT BESIDE PEOPLE !
I AM REGRET !
REGRET WASTE SO MANY TIMES IN YOURS !!

AM I A FOOL ?

maybe la
and maybe I need the time to.......... forget the....... rubbish
but... no need anytime now
I will help my brain to clean, to clean all our " memories "

yeah yeah! I give up~
huhu~~~~

Da Ge Zhee Lam, Er Ge Yong Chang and all my dear friends... and all my lovely sister ~~

I wan2 tell you all !!!!!!!

I GIVE UP :D