158 days :)

am I really happy ?? or I just lie myself and force myself to SMILE ?? hmm.. I dunno.. Facebook saw something just now.. Couple break :( dunno why everytime say no feeling is boys, not girls... can I ask u all something guys ?? U all dunno girls's feeling after u all say no feel to her ?? Nothing to say is not a reason can break.. u know when u tell urs ex no feeling, how they thinking ?? 分手不是因为之间没话题,, 而是对方都不肯找对方.. 在一起久了,, 就觉得对方可能不爱你了.. 才说分手.... 也要想想,, 说了分手,, 伤害的是你自己还是你的另一半?? 如果不喜欢对方,, 当初就不要喜欢对方.. 就不会做情侣,, 就不会分手.. 就不会没有话题!!!! :'(

I know,, maybe I am telling someone it.. but he'll never know that I know.. excuse me.. But I hope u saw it.. :(

tonight Mrs.Arun farewell party on port klang.. I am not going :( feel sorry to teacher, and she shift to Sarawak tomorrow :( some students are going to airport with her.. teachers, really hope u are not leaving us~ still at WMS.. :(
monday got any plan to go out ?? yeaaa~ cant wait !! but I wont tell here, after monday only I post what we going to do.. :D :D

count count :( today is 158 days.. half years ?? o.0
tomorrow got presentation lar,, hate hate :( die liao.. but just try to say better :p heehe :)

ok larr, going to sleep and sms-ing with yanqing now :) night world.. sweet dreams for u all